tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-91487162795552154542024-03-13T07:54:56.238+08:00aphroditedzn syhdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04890174884721340624noreply@blogger.comBlogger12125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9148716279555215454.post-21309964700555266092017-06-04T21:35:00.001+08:002017-06-04T21:35:04.162+08:00Changed my mind<div><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">Hey guys assalamualaikum šø</span></div><div><br></div><div>So, on my previous post....(please read it), I was really excited about the 2 stuffs. Okay, I just got my Iphone 7 plus and it was great! Portrait mode, dual camera, beautiful features, it's like you're having an exquisite phone and a beautiful shots camera. To be honest, I'm into photography since I was 11 when DSLR camera was hype and everyone owned it. I asked for dslr back then, it never worked lol. So, now that I have the chance to own a real camera and take beautiful shots, starting with my iPhone 7 plus with portrait mode. </div><div><br></div><div>But there's a bit cons using the portrait mode... the focus is quite annoying and really took time to have the depth effect of the object. It's great with good lighting (sunlight) but quite hard to use the mode in low light or artificial lighting.</div><div><br></div><div> Here are the photos i snapped in natural lighting </div><div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgjfJpSXVZzNYOnXjYtQVpH6hyBaZzdazGEm3OuGhDLNYUgFjYTJPrFKg_NwZKw9nBfxrhVtpls3DKjsqUh5rpsR8A8Qe3dJ3RF7GY0LWFuEG91qlnaoKb1Qx3itaK5I657ZsHcT1hLAug/s640/blogger-image--1587717264.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgjfJpSXVZzNYOnXjYtQVpH6hyBaZzdazGEm3OuGhDLNYUgFjYTJPrFKg_NwZKw9nBfxrhVtpls3DKjsqUh5rpsR8A8Qe3dJ3RF7GY0LWFuEG91qlnaoKb1Qx3itaK5I657ZsHcT1hLAug/s640/blogger-image--1587717264.jpg"></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg72vThHeJzLs8LRYFn6nuuWQHMFWAwRQYcrdELG6Ko7hqvUucZ55rB0iaASjamlYYvz_3rp8kxRl4xIxnujg9AkICtq0wlXYPC0K8hlr4VDjHZ2vyXgSUAdRSG9nth7B8CXaAzOmk6FMk/s640/blogger-image--107553921.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg72vThHeJzLs8LRYFn6nuuWQHMFWAwRQYcrdELG6Ko7hqvUucZ55rB0iaASjamlYYvz_3rp8kxRl4xIxnujg9AkICtq0wlXYPC0K8hlr4VDjHZ2vyXgSUAdRSG9nth7B8CXaAzOmk6FMk/s640/blogger-image--107553921.jpg"></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-DbYS2-lDBb56an-bMGmYLUn6gejJI_ufuHG3-w7d2bjv6z62fR24Gh0M-PPClL60LsAixpamToz69iEkAkde6UeQZy7bqVpKydcxZNzwEZ7EvTNcasWaUHLP-OVfM9gPWMdWFKC7VzY/s640/blogger-image-579037688.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-DbYS2-lDBb56an-bMGmYLUn6gejJI_ufuHG3-w7d2bjv6z62fR24Gh0M-PPClL60LsAixpamToz69iEkAkde6UeQZy7bqVpKydcxZNzwEZ7EvTNcasWaUHLP-OVfM9gPWMdWFKC7VzY/s640/blogger-image-579037688.jpg"></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">And here are pictures in a building that have low lighting </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi0EBTGgKSL8PTiS4557xmofkVNxPGA-fM-uEQz9Lnt5Xe47ffDqHl11QeOQdKom8Qs0oLY-cGiWU66ODYUdLfH6g3fuhR6jv-IObcpV7svg0mMxbETsT4brLpas4as_VUK0ofM01Vm004/s640/blogger-image--232264002.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi0EBTGgKSL8PTiS4557xmofkVNxPGA-fM-uEQz9Lnt5Xe47ffDqHl11QeOQdKom8Qs0oLY-cGiWU66ODYUdLfH6g3fuhR6jv-IObcpV7svg0mMxbETsT4brLpas4as_VUK0ofM01Vm004/s640/blogger-image--232264002.jpg"></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhSRJ7BalmdDu4N0h_f3aIFelqrMA1H94VPn4G41taORH7mWx-XZ7tpOKwTcR3kaK-On2HbYk975Kk_EusBDdqUfkyygs_EkqBLErVbncoJeq2wkvvybKoMA6NfHiuOt0YPrw3Qm9pgibk/s640/blogger-image--1467651768.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhSRJ7BalmdDu4N0h_f3aIFelqrMA1H94VPn4G41taORH7mWx-XZ7tpOKwTcR3kaK-On2HbYk975Kk_EusBDdqUfkyygs_EkqBLErVbncoJeq2wkvvybKoMA6NfHiuOt0YPrw3Qm9pgibk/s640/blogger-image--1467651768.jpg"></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">As you can see, real camera could really take shots better in low light. I was really into Canon G7x mark ii, untilllll I surveyed it by myself and found out that there's a better camera for photos. 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It has detachable lenses so that I'll be able to change lenses according to my needs (which canon g7x lacks of important feature). This camera looks more vintage, the design is effortlessly stunning. I'm more to photography, vlogging is just a choice or I might start it if I have a good camera. G7x are highly popular for vlogging, because it is compact, light, flip up screen and good video quality. Olympus has flip down screen,, which is not a problem for me, detachable lenses, 2 days long lasting battery, captures beautiful shots and portraits, compatible for traveling with straps. Most importantly is the design!!! Super in love with it. I watched reviews and it's really a good camera and affordable. 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First of all, getting a new phone wasn't my plan AT ALL. I just want a new camera that is suitable for vlogging, as I said in my previous post (in case you haven't read it yet). BUT>>> my Iphone 5s buat hal pulakkkk........ It just suddenly the screen won't work and I can't pick up the damn calls! ugh I got lot of assignments to do and I need to use my whatsapp and now I'm literally lost because tonight I got makan makan with my study circle group WHICH they have not tell the venue yet, and I'm here lost dont know where will the makan makan is going to happen. I used my roommate's phone to text my mom dad and my boyfriend so that they wouldn't worry about me not online on whatsapp or pick up the phone when they call.<br />
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So I texted my mom about my crackhead phone and she said okay hold on with my roommate's phone as long as possible. And my dad called, which I can't pick up the phone. My mom called my roommate and I picked up. She said that I have to come home this weekend either to fix my phone or............ to buy a new phone. I was like, what is thissssssss, should I be happy or....... I DON'T KNOW!! Okay, maybe I should be happy bcus I'm getting a new phone. An Iphone 7 plus! i want a rose gold one cus it's superly beautiful and it pops out the dual camera at the back. But,, if my mom and dad buy me an Iphone 7 plus, then I won't be getting my G7x Mark II. yeah, I'm not that rich to buy both lahhhh, ingat aku kaya sangat ke. "Idzni mintak apa semua dapat". Weh hello, took me 3 years to get a new phone, okay? so stfu.<br />
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I got my Iphone 5s when I got 8As for my PMR and that's it no more expensive stuff. oh ya I got ASUS laptop for my SPM as I'm entering University life which gonna use laptop a lotttt. I was really hoping to get a camera for vlogging but Iphone 7 plus instead. InsyaAllah I'm going this weekend to buy the new phone lol, in Penang because I think it's more easier to buy there than in KL.<br />
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SO yeah, I'll be update here for anything.... much kisses and hugs byedzn syhdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04890174884721340624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9148716279555215454.post-34952713490881427002017-03-30T00:25:00.002+08:002017-05-31T21:22:03.010+08:00After a long time....Assalamualaikum, phew it"s been a very long time since I've updated my last post. LOL. I must've been saying to myself, why do I even have a blog when I'm not updating it like other bloggers. Not my intention to become a blogger since I made blog just for fun.<br />
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Alright, many things happened in my life. ESPECIALLY in 2016!!! </div>
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Should I tell here...? Yes.....No......? Who knew right, shit happened and my life blooms back! Awesome isn't it? Okay wanna tell you some serious shit here. I am superly highly motivated with vloggers right now! no kidding. Johanis Sani and Cupcake Aisyah etc. but these two ARE . MY . FAVORITE .</div>
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They've been travelling and do reviews and shopping and makeups and stuffs and having fun! So I just tell myself, why not... why not you try vlogging?! to be honest, I'm camera shy but why not since I can improve my language wise, boost my confidence about myself (easily insecure, most of the time) and try to do something new! something that might brings me happiness about what I'm doing. yeah no shit I wanna vlog so bad. oh psst, disclaimer : "I'M GONNA START VLOGGING WHEN I TRAVEL AT THE END OF MY FOUNDATION STUDIES"..... disclaimer again : "WITH A NEW VLOGGING CAMERA".... suuuuuuuuperrrr excited. Oh ya, where am I going to travel? Let's just wait and see shall we, don't wanna ruin the surprise don't we geng. yeah yeah "orang travel satu dunia tak bagitau pun lah tak kecoh lah, jemah ja" </div>
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Well, I get superly excited about something so screw it! I wanna tell the world how happy I am!!!! oh ya I have so many things to tell about wonderful things happened to me in 2017. hope it's not too late, of course it's late, March already and now you're gonna some 2017 resolution shit, ya why not. </div>
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1) Alhamdulillah, still got my parents and another joyful year insyaAllah with my very little family. oh lord i love them so much and i've no idea what will I be without them. Like seriously, I'm the only child and they're the only reason i survived and gone through with my life!</div>
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2) oh ya this is the part where people are so eager and jemah to know about. He's back. Back in my life. Ain't gonna tell detail bout it but some things should never be changed and it should stays as it should be. aimansyahida ceyyyyyyyyyy ok stahp</div>
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3) Got superly great bestfriend whom I hope will stay with me forever through thick and thin. ya her name is Aida and i love her so much. She's..... i don't know how to describe her but she's a ah-may-zing! i've known her since last June and we get closer and closer like we've been known for a very long time. to be honest, I can be myself around her and I'm so lucky we got our each other's back here in UIA even when we got separated when she had to move to KMPP while i'm still in KMK. yeah she'd been through a lot and I'm glad that I got her back. </div>
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4) Beloved roommates! They are the Bomb! imagine going back exhaustedly from class and you just can't wait to meet your very caring and fun roommates. yeah, they are a very great company to keep, not too wild, not too saint, just nice baby just nice. I wish you readers could meet them they're just so fun to be friend with.</div>
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This my girl, Aida Afrina</div>
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But he doesn't even bother me or even notice my depression. This things bother me and I tried busy myself with stuffs like made my bed, washing all my clothes, walk around campus, listen to music. Somehow everything is related to him. And I'll start crying, again. Why? Why? Why? Why he have to show me all this and why am I even botherrrrr when he doesn't even give a single damnnnnnn gosh i hate myself for being this way. I feel so weak and hopeless. Kita "kawan rapat" really hits me hard. Like every time I remember it, I'll cry the shit out of me. But nah, you don't know how much i've cried because of you and still you act like everything's okay and under your control, you don't know that, everything you posted on the social media, makes me so curious about you, and makes me feel "who r u" day by day. It's like you're a stranger and the new person. But somehow I can't do the same things you did, because I can't hurt the person i love and care so much in my life, but you can. It's just that i need to be vanish out of your life like the mermaid becomes bubble for the sake of her prince. You make me sad every day now. Like every day. And I can't let this controls me. I'm strong as i always be and I can't let you bring me down. I'll go out of your lifedzn syhdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04890174884721340624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9148716279555215454.post-87608488122724806022016-06-16T20:17:00.002+08:002017-05-31T21:23:20.720+08:00KMK & FUTURE<div class="MsoNormal">
Hi. Assalamualaikum. <o:p></o:p></div>
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So. Itās my fourth day in KMK. So far so good. Great new
friends, cool roommates, cozy bed, friendly lecturers. Biasalah homesick itu
biasa beb. Anak tunggal pulak tu. Tapi serious talk aku tak pernah nangis bila
jauh dari ibu ayah even asrama sekolah sekali pun. Nangis stress study pernah
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Okay actually nak cakap pasal modul yang aku dapat ni. Di
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MODUL 1 : Maths, Biology, Chemistry, Physics.<o:p></o:p></div>
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MODUL 2 : Maths, Physics, Chemistry, Science Computer<o:p></o:p></div>
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Aku target dari awal lagi aku nak modul 2. Kononnya sebab
nak lari Bio. Aku takdaklah benci sangat bio tu.. actually favourite masa SPM
dulu. Sebab cikgu yang ajar aku dulu ohsem giler yang membuatkan aku minat bio.
Tapi tah oleh sebab aku tak dapat A masa spm dlu macam frust lah jugak, tapi
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TETIBA!!!!!! Aku dapat modul 1ā¦ā¦ā¦. Jadi terfikir sejenak nak
tukar modul ke tak. Apa gila ka aku nak ambik sains hayat yang ada 3 beradik tu
sekali. masyaAllah. Sooo aku pun terketar ketar menggigil gelisah nak ambil ke
tak boring tukar modul tu. Aku juga consult kak kak senior pasal modul2 ni.
Hurmā¦.. bila piker balik, dulu aku tak perform sebab aku terlalu bebankan otak
aku yang kecik ni dengan Bahasa Arab, Sejarah, QS, Syariah apa semua kot. Tapi
masuk matrik nix de lah subj lain yang teruk selain bio dan maths(addmath). Aku
yakinkan diri aku yang aku boleh utk peroleh 4 FLAT di KMK niā¦<o:p></o:p></div>
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Lagipun ada lecturer boek punya di KMK ni yang perform giler
bio beb. Katanya 75% pelajar A dalam PSPM. Aku pun tertarik dan nak pulun
gilerrr sains hayat ni. Aku tau aku boleh sebab tu aku nak cabar diriku yang
tak pernah perform masa sekolah dulu. Alah. Kena lah usaha. Tak usaha nak
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Okay, kalau aku dapat 3.7 above untuk habis sem nanti apa
aku nak buat dengan sijil Matrik yang boleh mohon penjawat awam ni???? APA???
BOLEH KERJA KE BEB??? Ye, boleh kerja. Tapi boleh lah aku nak kerja kejapā¦
travel kerrrr. Oceh. Amin. Then aku nak masuk U. U mana? Hati u boleh? Eh dak
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UM ke, USM ke, UIA keā¦. Course apa beb? Hurm tu aku tak
fikir lagi. Teruk. Apa nak jadi pun xtau ka idzni. Ya aku xtahu. Sebab awal2 tu
aku nak jadi dentist, then tetiba engineer lak, then tetiba arkitek lak, then
engineer balik, then dah masuk sains hayat ni tetiba rasa nak yang first tu
balik. Dentist, sebab tu yang aku nak dari dulu lagi. ATAU! Jadi lecturer
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Okay, first sem nanti, kalau siapa yang perform giler 3.5
above, boleh mohon jadi lecturer Matrik. Eh jap bukan calang calang nihhhh.
Boleh sambung luar negara tauuuuu. Ada Aussie, Jepun, UK, tah apa lagi aku
lupa. Haaaa jaminan kerja dah ada, belajar luar negara lak weh. Mcm kalua masuk
IPG, kena ngajar budak sekolah rendah dulu, apa semua. Dah lah aku tak suka
budak budak nak ngajar budak darjah 1 pulak. Nuh uh, rosak anak orang. Bukan
nak kutuk budak IPG eh nooooo, aku yang tak nak. Lagipun nak apply xleh sbb
bukan 5 A kan. Huahuahuahua. <o:p></o:p></div>
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So antara dua tu lah. Dentist au Lecturer. Nanti kita tengok
5 tahun lagi ehek ngadenyeeeeeeeee. <o:p></o:p></div>
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So, semua orang dah tahu dapat university
mana, kolej mana, and further studies kat mana, F6, and so on. Ada yang end up
happy sebab dapat apa hampa nak, and some of them yang kecewa tahap dewa sebab
orang lain dapat U. La tahzanā¦. Rezeki di mana mana ja serious. Allah maha
adil. Macam aku jugak lah, aku serious menunggu UPU dapat yang betul betul aku
nak. But end up mengecewakan and terpaksa pilih KOLEJ MATRIKULASI KEDAH. Pada
mulanya aku memang mindset xmau langsung masuk matrik malah aku pandang remeh
orang yang masuk matrik ni. And aku tekad walau apa result UPU sekali pun aku
akan masuk jugak yang UPU tawarkan. Tapi ye lah course yang aku dapat tu tak
meluas bila aku consult counsellor sekolah aku.So, ramai orang bagi aku
semangat include parents aku and cikgu2 yang supportive gila and sangat
memahami. Terus rasa membara nak p matrik habaq mai. Ada seorang ustazah ni
anak dia masuk KMK jugak, and dapat 4 flat untuk finals dia. So aku pun try lah
Tanya dia, mohon some motivation. And Alhamdulillah, akhirnya aku nampak
matlamat aku untuk masa depan. Well, she help a lot. Macam, what time yang
kelas start and end, suasana, apa perlu buat masa waktu malam, weekend. And dia
suruh aku beli buku Q&A sebelum masuk matrik ni and buat buku tu sampai
lunyai lah habaq mai. Mak semangat terus lah aku pun pergi beli dekat Hasani
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Not to forget kawan kawan yang dah masuk U, study elok elok,
U sangat mencabar I tell u my mom cerita macam2 masa dia masuk UITM Arau dulu.
And kawan kawan yang masuk Form 6 pun. Please, orang yang x dpt upu and end up
masuk form 6 ni bukan low class. Kadang kadang orang yang late bloomer ni lah
yang akan paaaling berjaya. And I promised myself. Yang aku akan dapat 4flat for
every exam yeah really. Itās like a new me u kno. Ye lah, aku masa SPM pun tak
outstanding langsung. Memain je so result pun cincai lah lahai. SO, break a leg
guys. Somehow, kita belajar kat mana pun, kalau tak usaha tak ke mana jugak.
Macam ada senior aku tu, SPM xde lah bagus sangat then dia masuk Form 6 di
KISAS and his SPTM is very excellent I tell u. If Iām not mistaken, 3.96. the
best student okay. SO apa2 pun usaha, tawakal dan doa penting sangat. Macam
cikgu aku selalu cakap, hubungan dengan Allah penting, manusia pun penting
untuk kita minta tolong bila kita susah. Macam tolong buatkan air ke.
Hehehehehe kidding. No I mean, kalau kita buat baik kat orang kan, who knows
orang tu doakan kejayaan kita dalam solat dia. Tapi kan nak buat baik pun
jangan lah sampai kita bagi assignment kita untuk dia tiru, or pijak kepala
kita macam hamba. Smart lah. Kalau kita tolong dia, and dia tolong kita balik,
green card menunjukkan dia ni jenis balas budi bukan jenis kencing ni. Kalau macam
kita tolong dia then kita mntak tolong dia balik tp dia mcm liat tu hati
hatilah kdg2 org mcm tu yg akan gunakan kita. Setiap orang tak sama niat dia. Ok
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So, lagi dua minggu aku akan masuk matrik and mulakan hidup
baru Ya Allah eksaited tapi takut jugak. Matrik memang tough sebab kena belajar
balik sains and all that. Macam asasi belajar course yang depa dapat ja but
yeah belajar mana yang tak susah. No pain no gain maaaaa. Ayah aku cakap, biaq
susah dulu nanti senang nak pilih course untuk degree. Doakan aku dapat 4flat
gais. So that aku boleh ambik degree course yang aku minat sangat. TESL. Muahhaa.
Tak, aku xnak jadi cikgu. But aku actually nak ambik architecture, tp oleh
sebab kat Malaysia ni pembangunan tak sehebat Dubai, Rusia, and others lah kan,
soā¦. Aku kena pilih jalan lain. Kalau aku tekad untuk jadi architect jugak,
means aku kena kerja luar Negara lah. Wth no. aku nak majukan Negara aku
sendiri yangā¦.. alah sambung sendiri. So better aku kerja benda yang ada kat
Malaysia ni. Yeah. Sambung belajar luar Negara adalah salah satu hasrat aku
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dapat 4Flat and sambung degree luar Negara. Just how I wish from the beginning
aku masuk f5, tapi memain mcm mana orang nak offer luar Negara idzni oi. So this
second chance kena pulun gila2 (I think Iām gonna lose weight mcm form 4 dlu). Oh
yeah, masa f4 aku serious pulun study gila sampai stress2 kalah orang ambil
spm. Tp masuk f5 aku jadi malas and down gila. Tah lah. Benda lepas jangan
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I'm so bored. I quit my job because it was like,,, too much pressure. Imagine, sometimes, i have to work for 12 hours 5 times a week, if there's not enough staff. And the work is sooo tiring. So i quit! </div>
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Now, i'm stuck at home, doing nothing. I watch "Bake with Anna Olson" EVERYDAY since she bakes sooooooo beautifully and i watch "British Bake Off" every morning. All these cooking shows really makes me hungry. But however it never inspired me to bake, i'm a lazy ass. Okay enough.</div>
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i got Kolej Matrikulasi Kedah. I KNOW RIGHT. But I don't want to enter Matrikulasi because i have larger dreams besides matriks...</div>
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I wanna go UIA... Architecture. I don't know since when I'm into archi, because all i think off before is dentistry, medic.. Tesl'a great too but I'm not capable of being an educator. I'm more to drawings... Perspectives... I really hope and wish my dreams would come true. I mean, who knows right, my work would be as famous as Zaha Hadid, a famous architect that designed skycrapers elegant, shiny, prestige... </div>
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I'm working on my drawings.. But still drawing buildings with perspective aren't easy. It needs patience and yeah I'm looking for it... YouTube is my teacher ahaks. Nope, I don't go to drawing class as I can't really afford myself. I got lot of time at home since I'm unemployed. So,, </div>
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It's 12.03 am now. I'm listening to Drunk In Love- Beyonce. Okay, it relate to my previous post. Alright i'll skip it. Oh guess what song pop out? SAME OLD LOVE- SELENA GOMEZ. Alright Joox, you're messing with me. Next please!!</div>
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Yeah better song : The hills- The Weeknd. Fits, you know its chorus could shatter the glass if you just turn the max volume in the car. Oh yeah there's a "FRIENDZONE" word in this freaking song. Just great, now all songs related to me then. Hahah. Okay the point is</div>
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I SWALLOWED SELSEMA PILLS AND GET SUPER DIZZY...<br />
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I want to sleep, but the problem is that I CAN'T CLOSE MY EYES. Darn it. </div>
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Uh, I just watched UNFRIENDED. Just now, like 30 minutes ago. You know the movie where there's a group of friends, skyping then a dead girl they pranked joined their freaking skype and threatened to kill them all.</div>
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This movie had nailed to give goosebumps to me. Like really, but the movie is just a screen of a computer and a bunch of friends skyping. Budget. But the movie got my attention. A ghost who murder? And hacked her own skype account to scare her friends and killed them? Doesn't make sense in real life but the killing scenes and countdown game are serious scary. </div>
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dzn syhdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04890174884721340624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9148716279555215454.post-21826345165702575852016-04-23T23:59:00.001+08:002016-04-24T00:23:10.205+08:00Do you remember?I haven't wrote for a very long time because i don't usually hide my feelings to people who are close to me. My mom and... Well, i wish to call him this title but we don't really use "boyfriend" "girlfriend" stuff cus it's childish. So i'll use "SOULMATE" <div><br></div><div>Do you remember our first met? </div><div>Hahah it's funny because we were soooooooo freaking young and baby. Hahahah. You're in KPA uniform, standing at the door of my class. Smiling. At me! Hahah. Idk what to respond actually because I don't even know who you were. But that was the ever first time I saw you. </div><div><br></div><div>And my friends started this rumor that there's this guy who looked like TOP (bigbang). LOL. This part. So I searched for this person because i'm a huge fan of TOP. And since then, my friends and I called/ screamed "T.O.P, TOP!!!" Out loud at you whenever you passed by the class or canteen.</div><div><br></div><div>Till one day you decided to confront me and asked why on earth we're calling you such names. So I explained and you were like embarrassed and yeah yoi and were closed since then. </div><div><br></div><div>Do you remember every exam finished, we would meet at the stairs in front of everyone and asked "mcm mna exam tadi oiiii" hahah. And do you remember when I didn't have my voice because i'd just joined softball tournament and you were like LOL at me. That's cruel hahah. </div><div><br></div><div>Do you remember when we're in the same class? </div><div>Like i was so nervous every time i had to stand in front of the class to present anything. You're in the first row in the class darn it. </div><div>You're so protective.... Every time people just hate me.. You're always there, supporting me. Give me strength, untill I've become what I am now, strong and dgaf of what people said about me.</div><div><br></div><div>Do you remember whenever I want to go school, you're always like so mak nenek and membebel "pakai handsock, tudung labuh, pakai socks, baju labuh" hahah. I miss that. I get annoyed but that's you.</div><div><br></div><div>I always make you cry, I cried too.. But that's life.. People come and go. </div><div><br></div><div>I mean, you're like different before.. You're not into stuffs like you are now. I'm not your muse anymore..? </div><div>It hurts when you don't do things you said. But yeah, you're a busy guy I got it. </div><div>Sometimes simple things can be so hurtful even you think you do nothing wrong. </div><div><br></div><div>Do you remember? You bought me a minion. It's so cute.. It can sing too. </div><div><br></div><div>You bought me a ring too.. It was so beautiful.. But I don't wear it for a very long time because it will reminds me of the memories we had. </div><div><br></div><div>Now we're just friends and em all we do is chat like 2 hrs a day and you're offline, i'll offline, chat for a 3 minutes and busy again. And yeah life goes on and there's other priority commitments: study and stuffs.</div><div><br></div><div>I think you're very comfortable for the life you have now. Freedom. I'm the one miserable for my mistakes. I have to overcome this misery before I enter college. </div><div><br></div><div>I'm sorry. If I'll treat you like I never have before. If you read this, i'll always keep the promise. Always. </div><div><br></div><div><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">I'll chase my dream, and you'll chase yours. And i'll meet you at the end of the road. 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Also i have no idea about my SPM result, is it okay? Average? Excellent?! K.O? Everything's depends to Allah now. Okay, lets</div><div><br></div><div>My mom studied in UM and she told me a lot of stories about her roomates and her colleagues. She enrolled in TESL and she struggled like hell to achieve 3.75 above every semester. In order to achieve those spectacular grades, she faced a lot of challenges.</div><div><br></div><div>1. <u>Devilish-like colleagues</u></div><div>My mother is a perfectionist in her work( back when there's alot of assignments) and she always completed her tasks on time ( definitely not like me). So, she told me that there were this assignment which it was need to be done in group. She was in a group of Malay students. My mother was elected as the group leader. Why? Because these skunks knew that my mother was such a smartass student and tried to take advantage of her. So what happened? These skunks made a lot of mistakes in their work, like grammar errors and stuff, and my mother had stayed up all night to fixed the mistakes or else the grades will also effect hers. So she had to... "There so many people out there, people in your school is just minor" </div><div><br></div><div>2. <u>Selfish people</u></div><div>My mother thought that her group members could lend extra notes, well yeah to get extra credit for sure. So my mother shared her notes that she worked on herself but somehow, the bastards didn't do the same thing that my mother did. They kept the extra notes that they worked on themselves and not sharing those notes so that my mother didn't get extra credit for her assignment. How selfish is that? "Ibu fikir, Lillahitaala je" so she get A's for her assignment just like others. LOL </div><div><br></div><div>So, I got inspired and somehow not ready but excited-not-so-excited to face this new phase of life after 5 years in highschool and make my life a living hell already. I have no idea. Just go with the flow i guess. To my fellow 1998's batch goodluck with the results and may Allah bless us. </div><div><br></div><div>Assalamualaikum </div>dzn syhdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04890174884721340624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9148716279555215454.post-67672584106300440052015-12-09T20:11:00.001+08:002017-05-31T21:30:07.457+08:00New StartAssalamualaikum :)<br />
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It's been like forever. I have never updated this blog since.. I don't know. 5 years ago? Well yeah here I am. There are reasons why I deleted the last posts:<br />
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Being stupid and reckless were those dumbdays where I used "bahasa rempit" in my texts so it's stupid. There are also reasons why I'm back in blogging after a looonggg time and this blog's getting dustier day by day:<br />
1. I'd just finished highschool (YAY!)<br />
2. I'm bored before 14th Dec (so decided to active in blog)<br />
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Okay, what's with 14th Dec..? Now, I'm home allllll daayyyy longggg because my mom here's marking for SPM (English paper) and she'll submit all her bloody papers on 14th and 15th Dec. So that's how it goes. Fun isn't it?! I'm updating this bloody post using phone so there'll be no pretty colours and so on. Read my blog if you want to, and do read my blog if you don't want to. Your choice.<br />
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I have other blogs too. Please, those blogs i just want to throw in trash but somehow I can't because I can't remember the bloody password. Great isn't it..? So whatever posts in it, beg you don't read 'em. Read this blog. Beg you.<br />
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Okay, guess this is my first attempt on writing blog after years. So enjoy reading my next posts yea bye<br />
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