alright alright calm down..... yeah freaked out with my post title i know. okay here's the story
First of all, getting a new phone wasn't my plan AT ALL. I just want a new camera that is suitable for vlogging, as I said in my previous post (in case you haven't read it yet). BUT>>> my Iphone 5s buat hal pulakkkk........ It just suddenly the screen won't work and I can't pick up the damn calls! ugh I got lot of assignments to do and I need to use my whatsapp and now I'm literally lost because tonight I got makan makan with my study circle group WHICH they have not tell the venue yet, and I'm here lost dont know where will the makan makan is going to happen. I used my roommate's phone to text my mom dad and my boyfriend so that they wouldn't worry about me not online on whatsapp or pick up the phone when they call.
So I texted my mom about my crackhead phone and she said okay hold on with my roommate's phone as long as possible. And my dad called, which I can't pick up the phone. My mom called my roommate and I picked up. She said that I have to come home this weekend either to fix my phone or............ to buy a new phone. I was like, what is thissssssss, should I be happy or....... I DON'T KNOW!! Okay, maybe I should be happy bcus I'm getting a new phone. An Iphone 7 plus! i want a rose gold one cus it's superly beautiful and it pops out the dual camera at the back. But,, if my mom and dad buy me an Iphone 7 plus, then I won't be getting my G7x Mark II. yeah, I'm not that rich to buy both lahhhh, ingat aku kaya sangat ke. "Idzni mintak apa semua dapat". Weh hello, took me 3 years to get a new phone, okay? so stfu.
I got my Iphone 5s when I got 8As for my PMR and that's it no more expensive stuff. oh ya I got ASUS laptop for my SPM as I'm entering University life which gonna use laptop a lotttt. I was really hoping to get a camera for vlogging but Iphone 7 plus instead. InsyaAllah I'm going this weekend to buy the new phone lol, in Penang because I think it's more easier to buy there than in KL.
SO yeah, I'll be update here for anything.... much kisses and hugs bye
Assalamualaikum, phew it"s been a very long time since I've updated my last post. LOL. I must've been saying to myself, why do I even have a blog when I'm not updating it like other bloggers. Not my intention to become a blogger since I made blog just for fun.
Alright, many things happened in my life. ESPECIALLY in 2016!!!
Should I tell here...? Yes.....No......? Who knew right, shit happened and my life blooms back! Awesome isn't it? Okay wanna tell you some serious shit here. I am superly highly motivated with vloggers right now! no kidding. Johanis Sani and Cupcake Aisyah etc. but these two ARE . MY . FAVORITE .
They've been travelling and do reviews and shopping and makeups and stuffs and having fun! So I just tell myself, why not... why not you try vlogging?! to be honest, I'm camera shy but why not since I can improve my language wise, boost my confidence about myself (easily insecure, most of the time) and try to do something new! something that might brings me happiness about what I'm doing. yeah no shit I wanna vlog so bad. oh psst, disclaimer : "I'M GONNA START VLOGGING WHEN I TRAVEL AT THE END OF MY FOUNDATION STUDIES"..... disclaimer again : "WITH A NEW VLOGGING CAMERA".... suuuuuuuuperrrr excited. Oh ya, where am I going to travel? Let's just wait and see shall we, don't wanna ruin the surprise don't we geng. yeah yeah "orang travel satu dunia tak bagitau pun lah tak kecoh lah, jemah ja"
Well, I get superly excited about something so screw it! I wanna tell the world how happy I am!!!! oh ya I have so many things to tell about wonderful things happened to me in 2017. hope it's not too late, of course it's late, March already and now you're gonna some 2017 resolution shit, ya why not.
1) Alhamdulillah, still got my parents and another joyful year insyaAllah with my very little family. oh lord i love them so much and i've no idea what will I be without them. Like seriously, I'm the only child and they're the only reason i survived and gone through with my life!
2) oh ya this is the part where people are so eager and jemah to know about. He's back. Back in my life. Ain't gonna tell detail bout it but some things should never be changed and it should stays as it should be. aimansyahida ceyyyyyyyyyy ok stahp
3) Got superly great bestfriend whom I hope will stay with me forever through thick and thin. ya her name is Aida and i love her so much. She's..... i don't know how to describe her but she's a ah-may-zing! i've known her since last June and we get closer and closer like we've been known for a very long time. to be honest, I can be myself around her and I'm so lucky we got our each other's back here in UIA even when we got separated when she had to move to KMPP while i'm still in KMK. yeah she'd been through a lot and I'm glad that I got her back.
4) Beloved roommates! They are the Bomb! imagine going back exhaustedly from class and you just can't wait to meet your very caring and fun roommates. yeah, they are a very great company to keep, not too wild, not too saint, just nice baby just nice. I wish you readers could meet them they're just so fun to be friend with.
3)Ummi (she's playing role as a witch for theater and I did her makeup
This my girl, Aida Afrina
Here he is......
Love of my life
Alright, I think I'll end my blog here. I'll update more soon insyaAllah.
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Saya yang taip : dzn syhd at 12:25 AM
It's funny how my hearts keeps on hurting itself for the same person. Literally i cried for 3 days after what he said to me and it hurts like hell. I cried in the shower, I cried when I sleep, I even cried when I woke up, i cried when i walked to koop to buy foods for sahur. I cried every time. But he doesn't even bother me or even notice my depression. This things bother me and I tried busy myself with stuffs like made my bed, washing all my clothes, walk around campus, listen to music. Somehow everything is related to him. And I'll start crying, again. Why? Why? Why? Why he have to show me all this and why am I even botherrrrr when he doesn't even give a single damnnnnnn gosh i hate myself for being this way. I feel so weak and hopeless. Kita "kawan rapat" really hits me hard. Like every time I remember it, I'll cry the shit out of me. But nah, you don't know how much i've cried because of you and still you act like everything's okay and under your control, you don't know that, everything you posted on the social media, makes me so curious about you, and makes me feel "who r u" day by day. It's like you're a stranger and the new person. But somehow I can't do the same things you did, because I can't hurt the person i love and care so much in my life, but you can. It's just that i need to be vanish out of your life like the mermaid becomes bubble for the sake of her prince. You make me sad every day now. Like every day. And I can't let this controls me. I'm strong as i always be and I can't let you bring me down. I'll go out of your life
Saya yang taip : dzn syhd at 12:08 AM